POINT of NO RETURN

Love can wait..
Eh panu yan? Hindi naman love yung name ko? Hahah!

Isn't it sad that something would end up just bec. you're weren't that something that people assumed you were? Been wondering these past few days, is it already a lie if you didn't confirm something that somebody never asked?

Everytime i try, i fail miserably.. Tapos sasabihin nila, you have to wait? Im waiting.. Pero how would i know kung iyon na ba yung hinihintay ko? Signs? Ever since ata nalaman ko yung term na signs eh ginagamit ko na sya.. And most of the time, signs weren't right.. Dahil sa isang sign, you continue to fight, believe and hope.. But will end up nowhere with nothing.. Para kang sumali sa Survivor tapos wala manlang consolation price.. Nasaktan ka lang, umasa, tapos talo ka pa..

How would you know ba if you're still hoping or you're already assuming?

After ng isang experience, sasabihin mong natuto ka na.. And you're proud to say that you can imply what you've learned.. Pero pag andyan na, sa simula, you would say it wont happen again.. Tapos marerealize mo nalang, nandun ka na ulit sa point of no return.. Kung saan either you will win, or uuwi ka nanamang luhaan admitting na it happened again.. Wala ka nanamang nagawa.. Talo ka ulit kahit akala mo, hindi ka na sumali sa laro..

Everytime im walking alone, and i would see some couples either straight o hindi, na masaya, napapaisip ako kung ilan kaya sa kanila yung magtatagal.. Kung masaya ba talaga sila? At kung paano nila nalaman na sila yung para sa isa't isa..

Sana merong law of science na nagsasabing after mo dapat magkamali ng pagpili ng tao for 1 to 3 times, eh mapipili mo na yung tama.. Para naman fair..

Cause according to the quotes that i've read, LOVE was never fair.. And it will never be.. Well, only one could tell kung applicable ba yan sa kanya o hindi.. Basta ako, i dont care.. Kasi kahit naman isipin kong totoo yan, eh magmamahal at magmamahal parin ako..

So i was able to write this after viewing somebody's profile, iconfirm yung apelyido ko, at bigla syang nawala.. Sa kanya ko rin nakuha tong idea ng NOTES..

And i can say i would miss you, but im glad you came through.. <3